i seriously dont want to change school......

i feel very selfish..... and contradicting. told Him that i want to grow more and help in the ministry.... and i noe dat he put me in a totally new environment so as to make me grow more.... i feel freaking stupid now..... dont you tink so too.... shits... 9 more days.. but for one thing i noe, god going to be in control during my stay in sjii and my future years.... the truth will be the results if i believe and walk with him.... sounds cheem??... kinda.. for me.. took me a while to understand it... dunno if i remember it correctly.. x.x ... i'm going to enjoy 2009 no matter wat..... ok maybe not every time... but most of the time :D

dont you love second chance :D... if you never heard of it... is one of the songs i love!!! especially the chorus and when i hear and sing it XD!!!

So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails