TRUST is vital

		Drifting to my la la land Hullo there little earthlings, I'm a 15-year-old currently in SJII who resides in super sunny super hot Singapore. I love cats and i hate racist and smokers. My birthday is on 03/11. Lets remember the super important day!! :D I like to walk around any beach and just stone there. I'm currently living for God as i realised that nothing in this world is really worth living for. I have always wanted to grow taller but is now currently strinking D: I love GREEN and ORANGE. Cause some how they remind me of a rainbow, the sun, the grass, actually, anything happy! :D I love snow too! :D I long to make a snow angel in singapore before i die. My life maybe as plain as yours, but i have God's love in it!

history of me - Ex-Nanyanger - Ex-Queenswayan - Current SJII - 6E {nyps} - 104 {qwss} - 201 {qwss} - 303 {qwss} - 9DSa {SJII} contact - Friendster: XOXO - Facebook: find and add me :D words of life things i want/want to do before i die ~save everyone i love before end of end time ~make ppl round me happy ~Go around the world to visit places. ~have a photo journal of the things i see ~Grow taller. ~help build God's kingdom ~get better in fencing and go competition!! ~have a more exciting life! ~grow more in Chirst XD ~seem more friendly to other ppl ~to have the ablity to sing decently ~to brush up on my drawing/painting/imagination tagboard affiliates Alex \| Cherynn \| Chiwen Esther\| Huiying \| Jillene Junyuan\| Jonathan \| Kirsty Melissa\| MusicxBlog\| Sambavi Samuel.g\| Samuel.T\| Shao kai Yuwen\| Xulie\| 104'08 201'08\| 301'09\| CENTRAL.B Y-HOPE Makes you laugh\| Chew on it\| Joke diary --\| --\| -- archives July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 credits Design: doughnutcrazy Icon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon.		sry for the late uploading of the pictures.... here i am uploading the band concert. AIKO MuaHaHaHa coughs coughs HaHa During band concert.... CHEESE!!!! [i was looking somewhere else T.T] aiko's stupid middle finger =.= The guys... most of them jumped of before this could be taken. Cheese again!!! Mrs Lee and me ^^ The band concert =x again cheese {: Me and chi wen [showing constipated face =.=] Melissa and lai kuan :] The sec1 singin.... quite nice >.< Posted on: Saturday, April 26, 2008 Posted at: 9:13 PM ugh!!!! exams!!!!!! hate it!!! I HATE EXAMS I DUN LYK THEM!!!.... to be right i hate where i am now... i feel so dam pissed off at myself but i am venting them on my family.... so pissed of at myself... BUT IT IS MY FAULT DAT I WENT TO QWSS WENT IN TO 201... if i just had study i just might be able to get into NUS!!! or at lest i will manage to get into 204[but i dun really wan to go there now] but despite all this.... i will nvr regret one thing bout coming in QWSS, got into 104 than 201..... cause during this time, i found m any friendz that i noe no matter wat, i will miss them... they make up most of me.... kay not really much . But they are almost part of me..... I noe i cant live properly without them... no matter wad.... i am quite happy actually about where i am even though many look down on me. Cause when sometime when i see the kind of ppl they associate with, i keep feeling that mine is better than them.... say i am biases or wat... i dun care.... cause if u are talking bout the frends and life experiences , i tink going to a neighbourhood school is the best... but of cause if u are talking bout studies... RI and ACSI is better lors.... after exams will than post pictures... lat e ones and the band concert... [i looked stupid... T.T] so... just wanna say THE BAND CONCERT IS NICE!!!! I WANNA WATCH ONE MORE!!! and GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THE EXAMS.... even those ppl i hate... ^^ random pic on stress... STOP AND STARE This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, you don't need What u need, what u need... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be Oh, do u see what I see... Posted on: Saturday, April 19, 2008 Posted at: 8:51 PM i feel so so .... er i dunno how to put it in words.... messed up?? dunno.... UGH!!! lets just put it that although things are going kinda of my way... but there is still things that are going out of hand... love TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR by TAYLOR SWIFT... the lyrics are really nice.. kinda of real.. except now i dun playa guitar....... shall stop crapping.. Teardrops on my guitar Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.' . . . . . . do u noe dat i dream of u every nite??? i hope so... but now i hope dat u dun noe my ~~love~~ like for you cause i really wanna stay as frends with u... i dun want this to spoil the frendship.... pls tell me that nothing is going to go wrong again... Posted on: Friday, April 11, 2008 Posted at: 10:32 PM didnt go school today didnt feel lyk... at first wanted to pon school with faris..... but in the end i dunno wad happened i didnt had the mood and stayed at home emoing.... i dunnoe wad to do... so tired... ugh!!!.. . . . mid years are near and i dun even understand a shit bout the chapt... i am seriously lagging.. i tried studying... in every way it could be done . but i still fail or barely pass... i am not hardworking.... i noe i get easily distracted ..... i noe but i am freaking trying.... CAN U SEE DAT!!... well... i dun blame u if u cant see it... cause sometimes i feel so damm fucking lost in my own dream... i am getting weirder and weirder each passing min.... i get so scared of myself now... i am lost, lost in my own fantasy. The one which i had everything i wanted, and everything i need.... Posted on: Thursday, April 10, 2008 Posted at: 11:21 AM yesterday my sis birthday... and she was performing!!! her choir... tomorow i post some of the song her choir sang XD... today NAFA had a field trip... going to post todays and yesterday's pic now =] (it will b just pic and short words) TODAY my art cher XD my ticket THE STUPID MACHINE.. hate it...... my friend... lol... cheese XD...[my friend] me eating on a a magnetic board =.= the whole bored.... so huge,.... O.o the cute ~~little~~ huge helper [it is big... look at my hand]{IT IS LIME GREEN!!!} my friend in one corner while we were resting... {it is huge kays} while waiting for my cher... the dresses are so nice.. me and my frends... frendz 4 ever lol... us again O.o our legs ..... -.- together again.... T.T some of my class's guys emoing.. or basically being anti-socal.... YES FINALLY... going back to NAFA after a long ~~day~~ 2.5 hours the lights are swing... so nice... XD our hands..... frends are common. but true frends are rare. treasure them!!! . . . . . YESTERDAY [i wont post my sis choir today as i do not have time... and my sis dun wan me to post it... but i try...] my clothes..... lyk it... XD my sis... blowing ..... my sis best of best frendz ever.... XD cheese ..... Posted on: Sunday, April 6, 2008 Posted at: 9:11 PM i hate my smaller sis kays.... asshole her..., cause yesterday my dad went to support her for sports day .... for shot put... than my smaller sis got angry and ignored him... FUCK HER!!... if my dada even come to my school and support me for running i will be more than happy... yes it may be embarrassing but i would love it... stupid... hate her so so much..... just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERISSA ..... it is ur 15th B'day upload the pics... it is random.... taken when i was bored.... HERE some other pictures... on thursday... JULIANA VIVIAN =] yesterday in my tution.... colour markers... XD i love Aozora no Namida by Hitomi Takahashi it is a super nice song!!!! it is the starting song for BLOOD+... Hitorikiri kurayami no naka Kimi no namida no imi wo shitta Negau basho fumi dashi takedo Daremo kizutsuketaku nakute Umi wo wataru kaze wa kyou mo Mayowazu ni ashita ni mukau no ni Kokoro wa doushite ugoki dase nai Donna unmei ga matte irun darou Kuya mitaku nai yo umareta koto Kanashimi no naka ni yuuki ga aru Kagayaki tsukamu to shinjite iru Furi shikiru aozora no namida Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo Isogi ashi oikaketa kaze Yubi no aida wo surinuketeku Shinjiru koto mada kowai kedo Todomaru koto wa mou shinai Tsuki ga sotto kata wo tataki Minamo utsushitekureta kiiromichi Mayou koto sae wasurete yuku yo Nanimo nai asu ga matte itemo Nanika wo umidasu te ga aru kara Kimerareta michi mo kaeteyukeru Tsuyoi omoi ima komi ageteru Koboreteta aozora no namida Ashita ni wa kitto hareru kara Miageta saki he to Aruki daseru hazu Dokomademo yukeru Jibun naku sa nai nara Repeat Furi shikiru aozora no namida Itsu no hi ka egao ni kaeru yo Posted on: Saturday, April 5, 2008 Posted at: 2:00 PM Changed my blogskin..... nothing much to say beside i had a great time with juliana and vivian today.... late pictures will be post when i am free.... sry for so long... it is super overdue.... just want to say happy birthday to my cousin, it is actually belated.... two days ago..... late posting.... anyway... HAPPY BELATED 21 BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN Xp.... heard a new song.... it is new to me.... Broken Hearts Parade by Good Charlotte I want you yet i am scared of u, of want you made me become. Is it even possible?? Broken Heart Parade Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh, (here we go), Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh, Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh We got problems, we don't know how to solve them Everywhere we go, we got some skeleton's that follow We got baggage, you know we're gonna drag it everywhere we go, for everyone to see And the broken hearts parade and I putting my heart out on display there's no, masquerade, just a funeral march for love today the band strikes up and they're playing our song Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the broken hearts parade, I've never been better then I am today Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh You got a question, how do we get it started? I got an answer: let go of your heart and love it, live it, leave it and get into it If you wanna start it, this is how you do it And the broken hearts parade and I putting my heart out on display there's no, masquerade, just a funeral march for love today the band strikes up and they're playing our song Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the broken hearts parade and I've never been better then I am today I used to lie awake at night and wonder when she's coming home It used to be so hard to wake up everyday The broken hearts parade and we're putting our hearts out on display there's no, masquerade, just a funeral march for love today the band strikes up and they're playing our song Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the broken hearts parade and I've never been better then I am today March on to the soul the beating of a broken heart stop put the rhythm to bed to the beating of a broken heart bye!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS forever and ever XD Posted on: Wednesday, April 2, 2008 Posted at: 6:35 PM