wondering why i am bloging now??..

it is cause i have a freaking sore throat and a slight fever....

my throat dam pain..... lost my voice over nite cause of the dim sum dollies show.

kay.... i love them... the show was super funny.... at frist i thout i was over dress but i am "normal".... eveyone dress up for the occasion.

i really enjoyed myself.... even thought the bus was kind of noisy and i was emoing on the way.... plug on my headphone.... and putting the super loud.

BUT I LOVE IT!!!!..

I WANT TO GO OUT LYK THIS AGAIN...'

before going to school.

i went neoprints with nazeera... sam was suopose to go... but last min cant....

the neoprints are found in my friendster..... go there if u wanna see

now coming is my favourite picture!!!

now is a super short movie of it..... not clear as taken with  my phone.... and my skills very lan too XD

came back home feeling hyper before my sis scold me.....  kind of used of it.....

saw a dead lizard on the way back home..... sick.... it did not move even move even if i poke it with a grass.... got alot ants  round it too!!! yeak!!

already have the shovel ready

[to bury the loser that made you cry]

just added some things :]

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mood....: emo

i noe, you see me happy everday , but the moment i go back home...... and get "jailed" by my parents..... i turn emo..... i hardly turn emo...... but usually after i turn super hyper...... the next min i will be emo..... my emo usually last kind of long if i am 100% emo.....

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thats all folks!......

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i am currently "jailed" by my parents...... means that i am not allowed to go out ...... some times can....... unless i improve on my marks..... -.-.... i am freakly trying ...... kind of actually...... but still trying..... you cant expect much outta me..... 

yesterday...... went to stay over at sam house........ was super cooling..... love it. had a really good dinner...... subway sandwiches <3>

started the day with a serious bad hair day......

took bout 20 mins to "tame" my hair......  

(note 2 myself: nvr curl ur hair and than sleep 1 hr plus later..... disaster)

dad fetch me to school!!!!! :]

.... reach school....... shouted for my friends in 104'07 , nominated lots off ppl...

congratulation  to michelle and vivian!!!!!...... stupid 104'07 boys..... $%#*ers...

than boring lesson.... {dosing off }

recess..... gotten " bullied " by SOME ppl......

again boring lesson

after school........

went to school library and did the skeleton slides of the history project.....

BAD CHOICE.....

me and aiko went only.... didn't really tell ming zhu and li jing =.= 

the ehm ...... new library really very....... how should i describe it..... BAD!!

i miss the old liberian !!!!

this new one..... ehm..... SERIOUSLY IN MY OPINION sucks. 

the end!!!!

TEST!!!! dying!!!! hate it!!!!

to start of..... had a very nice day, love the PE!!!!! Basketball rules!!!!! beside the running part......... my asthma was acting up again =.= ...... hate it...

then, some issues (old and new) were making me super stress out!!!

went back home with Kathleen on a super bumpy crowed 961 bus..... super dizzy.

said good bye to Kathleen , got of the bus and walk back home....

reach home with a splitting headache, i got so freaking tired and slept for a long time, 2 hours  -.-||| 

and finally, now..... i am finishing all my undone homework!!!! :] usual "hobby".

kay now i shall end my crapness  

Thats All Folks

I'M LIKE A LAWYER WITH THE WAY I'M ALWAYS TRYING TO GET YOU OFF (Me & You)

i hope i am a sunshine for most ppl round me =D

i am kind of emo today.... shits ...... busted my new year resolution yesterday..... well, i noe, my new year resolution is freaking stupid, but i am trying to fulfill it so than it will be easier for me to carry on my life.

yesterday, supposingly suppose to play with vivian and aiko bb...... SRY...... but something happened and i did not wanna go. sam also ask me to pei her to mac...... so i followed sam.......

waiting for me was alex,  wee jun, sam & faris......... i was super late...... sry...

made our own "ice cream"...... it was sick kay,.... maybe i had a weak heart but i keep feeling disgusted by it........ but was kind of fun....

left soon and was at the bus stop.... because we ( i dunno kays) made alex miss his bus, he refuse to let me cross the overhead bridge....... -.-!!!

so, i forgot who suggested to go to imm, we wanted to go, but alex cant. saw a bus coming and thought it was 186 so we held him back. but it turn out to be 105, we tried getting on it, everyone managed to, except wee jun ..... alex held her back =.=........

after a while........ we reach imm by bus!!!

walk around and saw a very nice shop, got lots of nice bracelets and necklace!!!! love it!!!!

kay...... later we stop out side of a video shop and watch transformers!!!! .....

after a while of standing there, a crowd was from round us and they were all watching transformers!!! ya!!! we are trend setters..!!! -.-

kay, went to the second floor and try the i-(something... forgot) ..... something lyk i-gallop but it moves front and side..... fun!!!!..... faris keep pressing up the speed until it was dam fast...... 

i did the first level and when i wanted it to stop, i wouldn't.... i panic lyk siao kay....... sam help me stop it :D.....

than my dad called me....

i forgot bout my little sis... i was supose to go for tution with her...... die,...... he was pissing angry ....... something must have happend before he called me..... called my sis to go by herself while i hang at imm for a while..... later i went with sam on the mrt, while faris went on 105 (there got 105 meh??) 

took a mrt back to school befor taking 105 to british council.... 

reach there 20 mins late ( my tution starts at 5:30).........

and to make it worst, i did not bring my file and note book, my teacher got angry at me..... 

(my anger building,  when school start i was already piss....)

2 1hr 40 mins pass, went back home on my dad car, my bigger sis went out with her frend right after tution, my smaller sis went to the cafe and eat after tution(again!!!) 

got pissing angry when i could not find her.....

reach back home, my dad went back for meeting( again..... hate it)

my smaller sis again irritated me...... (usual) 

but this time i was aready freaking angry , really really blasted at her.....

i promised to my self nvr to get really angry at anyone....... at lest not this serious....... life is easier if we forgive and forget. i want to have a easier life.....

my head is freaking pain...... i really fell super lost..... i want to be happy forever so i will not dull anyones life, i dont want to pull down anyone... anymore.....

. (dats is why i am hesitating when "you" ask me to join back bb)

you might think dats i am stupid..... i can always learn bb again.... pick up the skills or i am just a freaking selfish bitch that dont want to be humilated.....

but the feeling of pulling down someone is an umbearable feeling do you noe dat..... i hate dat feeling kays.... i am trying my best to pls everyone..... i am freking tired aready..... do you noe that...i hate myself.... why cant i be lyk my elder sis.... she is super good in studis..... keep getting scholarships..... got in into saint margs......  got into the second best class..... a role model...... maybe not really lyk her lar.... but something lyk her..... i hate it.... i am trying hard to improve my hand writing.... but "you"!.... you just keep critising my handwriting...... my spelling..... 

my dad also keep saying dat if my english is lyk this.... he will send me to a special school... 

is  being (some kind of defect not able to write and spell properly) causing me to be a  ""special"" person?? i hate it....

end of  mood out post. . . . . .

i just wanna say i love you guys, those dat were there for me when i am sad, depress, angry & happy =D 

kay... kinda of crazy too XD

so....... again, lesson was still very boring =[.....

after school..... went to tiong with nazeera and vera :D

took a few neoprints :} 

kay.... enough crapping.... quite tired.... but mux=st faster finish wat ever i am lacking behaind cause of making the rose....frist time making leh..... take super long :[......

btw, i am very sry for those i did not give the rose too..... i did not have enough time...

sry!!!!! 

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 just wanna say... 

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i think that i am going through a very depressing moments. I am addicted to food. i need to keep on eating.... it make me feel at ease.  cant help myself.  i feel so weak.....

i hate myself..........

i love lime and i am pretty scattered.....!!!

went to reunion dinner...... lots of my cousin change.... so different..... 

but attitude the same still.... nvr talk much too them but having fun by myself.... (weird rite....) 

today went with sam to her old school, WEST GROVE, and visit her chers.... {did not go to mine as wats the point, lots of my chers are gone} her school is freaking nice.... at lest nicer than my old school... got a nice pond, rabbits, chicken too XD , not to mention a few swings ....... i want nyps to have that!!!!!!

after, i went to sam's home and watch Hair Spray again..... still as nice and as funny as last time. Her mom or gran mom cook the pasta was super nice..... but also super hot... at first was ok.... but slowly turn hotter and hotter..... was at her house for about 5 hours..... i tink......

but when i went back home dunno why i was super hyper....

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 i want to watch jumpers with kim, sam & vivian.....its out on 14 feb... the day we are going out =]

end of hyper post.....

a sick joke from joke diary {link at links column} 

ouch....... it must hurt alot for the boy.

went to mac and finally settle down. after we ate, we got bored and started prank calling...... (to selected ppl only).......... we were aiming at boys only........ super funny...... =] 

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end of super hyper post.....

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dont make me regret it. 

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so watch where your words are pointing at.

i will make you really regret you action.