TRUST is vital

Drifting to my la la land

Hullo there little earthlings, I'm a 15-year-old currently in SJII who resides in super sunny super hot Singapore.
I love cats and i hate racist and smokers.
My birthday is on 03/11. Lets remember the super important day!! :D
I like to walk around any beach and just stone there.
I'm currently living for God as i realised that nothing in this world is really worth living for.
I have always wanted to grow taller but is now currently strinking D:
I love GREEN and ORANGE. Cause some how they remind me of a rainbow, the sun, the grass, actually, anything happy! :D
I love snow too! :D I long to make a snow angel in singapore before i die.
My life maybe as plain as yours, but i have God's love in it!

history of me

- Ex-Nanyanger
- Ex-Queenswayan
- Current SJII
- 6E {nyps}
- 104 {qwss}
- 201 {qwss}
- 303 {qwss}
- 9DSa {SJII}

contact

- Friendster: XOXO
- Facebook: find and add me :D

words of life

things i want/want to do before i die

~save everyone i love before end of end time
~make ppl round me happy
~Go around the world to visit places.
~have a photo journal of the things i see
~Grow taller.
~help build God's kingdom
~get better in fencing and go competition!!
~have a more exciting life!
~grow more in Chirst XD
~seem more friendly to other ppl
~to have the ablity to sing decently
~to brush up on my drawing/painting/imagination

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hullo :):)..... kay... feel kinda sad today..... ok maybe i felt sad.... didnt really wan to leave actually.... but no choice :).. plus, i just might learn something out of this :).... though, i didnt manage to finish my personal goal before i leave... i didnt really regreat it.... cause now it seems that somethings i should leave it to be.... [sry for being so slow but in truth i'm really kinda slow getting things] still going for the aem course :D so dats a good thing outta today.... also i totally enjoyed the movie... some parts super super funny :D:D!!!! especially when the maid describing the guy.... and the fighting part... and many others!!!!... now left bride wars... and transformers2!!!!!!![i noe it only comes out a june but still!!!!! ] and of course some other nice thriller/comedy/horror movies!! ;Dtook some pictures at tiong park later... but so sad... didnt take much pictures today... :(:(... anyways... byes!!... hope my first day of school wont be disastrous:) lets hope and pray :D

i'm sure going to miss ppl here...... [ps... i noe i look ugly in here...... =.=]

ok.... these 3 days have been spent rather boring...... and besides me feeling lyk killing a few ppl, i have been feeling rather bored... =.=

so sad rite..... but didnt expect much out of it..... as i wasnt even close to both sides of my family.... a few ppl from my mum side stayed over... got two super bossy and talkative girls [i'm ok wt them actually] and two stupid seriously computer game addicts.... {sry to all computer games addicts out there if wat i m going to type doesnt apply to you}...

what makes me pissed is that the moment they reach my house, you noe where they immediately go?! the study room for the wireless.... ppl playing computer in the house is actually ok... but they stay inside that dumb room and leaving it only to use the toliet or get some food... that when everyone left and only left those stay over,got 5 ppl.., they said to their mum that they want to sleep in the study room..... to play the dumb com.... that dunno until wat time they play to. super stupid cans... no life one... last year also stuck to the dumb com... and than few years before RPG got popular, they stuck on game boy..... next time they marry their com i not surprise ar.... than in the ~~morning~~ afternoon (its was 1) when i decided to be a good student, wanted to do my holiday homework(was planning to last min choing) the freaking study room was lock.... neh mind... thot they were sleeping... than a few mins later their mum help me open the door and turns out that they had been playing through the stupid night besides sleeping for a while.... and cause they were all plug into headphones, they couldnt hear my knocks..... and there eyes were lyk glued to the computer.... even lasttime when i was kinda hooked onto RPG.... i wasnt dat bad.... sometimes i really pity their mom.... and i f i am not wrong.... they look bout 15-17 years old.... i mean if your 10 and your hooked its j=kinda ok.... but now?? ... .cant really imagine what they will be lyk when they grow up.....

haizs... this world has rather _____ ppl.....

i seriously dont want to change school......

i feel very selfish..... and contradicting. told Him that i want to grow more and help in the ministry.... and i noe dat he put me in a totally new environment so as to make me grow more.... i feel freaking stupid now..... dont you tink so too.... shits... 9 more days.. but for one thing i noe, god going to be in control during my stay in sjii and my future years.... the truth will be the results if i believe and walk with him.... sounds cheem??... kinda.. for me.. took me a while to understand it... dunno if i remember it correctly.. x.x ... i'm going to enjoy 2009 no matter wat..... ok maybe not every time... but most of the time :D

dont you love second chance :D... if you never heard of it... is one of the songs i love!!! especially the chorus and when i hear and sing it XD!!!

So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails

~listening to Second Chance by hillsong untied
~feeling happy/sad/weird
~half asleep *zzz.....*

haha....
i counted, i have about another 9 more days including today before i'm offically not a queenswayen anymore..... :)... feeling happy and sad... weird rite :) nevertheless, i'm happy today.... besides some small matters, i'm happy :D. i'm staying in my caregroup :D... thats means i dont need to join the sji group:D. had vision night today. was nice and i learnt so much things... going to find and download a sermon soon :D:D i'm going to stay and help to finish queensway caregroup!!! :):). this time, i must learnt not to give up so easily as i did last time... jiao you felicia!!!!! :D:D:D decided to try and come for aesthetic night:):) must see who willing to sell me a ticket on that day:):) ... and if you r thinkin why my sentense to funny tonite, its cause my brain is still half asleep..... making roses for valentines day :D... but these year going to give a few ppl only, lyk only 5+, if got more time, going to make for my caregroup ;D:D queensway so far have only 4 ppl... excluding me.... need to get 3 or more ppl to recieve Chirst!! ;D:D. as the slogon says, the more the merrier!!! :D its the same as God's kingdom.... :D:D the more ppl save, the more joy will there be :D!!!! haizs.... thinking of targeting the lower sec, as they will have more time to invite ppl the the uper sec.... but than again, no harm inviting them rite :D:D the moment school starts, going to start asking ppl :D anyway valentines service is coming :D:D, hear its going to be nice :D going to ask ppl along.... hope i dont fail this time :):) God bless me ;):) dont let me lose this enthusiasm!!! :):)
bye byes anyways :D.... hope everythings going to be alrite when i transfer... still quite scared off it.... :(..

So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

hullo:D..

kay... yesterday, celebrated hazel birthday and was fun:D:D:D!!!

though it wasnt that organised.... but still it was fun.:D all the forfeits and bursting of balloons {even though i'm scared of them} and the cake :D. oh and the shoes were super duper nice XD!!!

the shoes painted by thalia :D {freaking nice rite!! looking at this makes me jealous xp... her art is so much better than mine ><. wawa!!! i'm already jealous lao!!!}

hazel wearing them. :D

!!!!! super nice rite!!!!!

cheese!:D

the forfeits for the losing team

the bursting for the balloons. there are forfeits written inside :D

cheese!! :D {ps i love this effect of the camera dont you :D!!}

ok.... week 2 of term1'09 has officially started... had the aem course today... it was kinda boring.... cause it was all theory and not much of pratical...and its on for 4 hours!!!! haizs... i hope that we could just jump straight into pratical.... but no matter what... i noe we still need to noe the theory stuffs befor starting on the pratical... so yar... =.="

anyway... so far so good no major set back yet... and i hope no major set back will happened soon!!! .... camp is about a months time away from today!! are you excited!!!! well if you arnt... i am :D!! made a valentines day plan with sam.... hope its goes well :D.. and if your thinking any weird stuffs... well your wrong.... the valentines day plan is to make and presents!!! sounds boring?? well, i noe... lifes boring anyway... besides a few ups and downs. :D

haha... just finish my nafa work.... its sucks big time... i tink i am one of the lousest person in art to be in the o'level course... so saddening eh.... anyway i didnt even wanted to take drawing class.... i wannted photography or 3d art more towards dnt... but neh mind... drawing kinda help me in certain areas of my life ;D... so i guess its not that bad after all taking art :D. anyways was randomly going round the internet when i came across this super cute shoes!! but i will never wear them cause *erm* i cant really walk in this kind of shoes .... :D so if they have one in converse kind of shoe... and its looks nice, i will definetly buy it!!!.... unless of course, its too expensive... =.=....

and the best part of it is......its hand painted eh!!! i always wanted to paint lyk that..... btw, if u didnt noe, i such at doing painting on 2d objects that need shade. so yar.... many bad points i noe.... so haizs..... shall buck up in my art...... and studies too :D

during maths, i calculated, if i really work hard... i will get only 11 points eh!!! if i get the highest points.... btw, these is just a dream/wish/expectations ... so real life, i might not get this good results....

~amaths - A1
~emaths -A1
~chem - A2
~phys - A1
~eng - B3
~chinese - B4
~humans - B3

but still to get into the course and maybe jc i want, i got to score 8,7 ,6 or below..... so die lao..... haizs.... anyway gotta go!! :D

btw... if you realised today i type a long post apart form the usual short post?? cause i was allowed to use the com today for quite a while!!!!

anyways...bye!!! my time limit is up!! :D

ok....school had started quite ok.... kinda lyk the teachers and so far not much problems yet besides trying to cope with all my subjects... maybe you dont noe but through out my whole life, i wasnt much of a self-motivater.... besides science only cause i was purely intrested about it... but sadly, i'm losing that bust of intrest that lasted for 4 years.... :(..... this might be my last post unless something super exciting comes up, lyk camp :D, or after mid year exams as i am kinda banned from using the com... :(.... but anyways it good for me right :). may all go well for everyone for this year. may God too bless you ;D. gotta go now. bye :D

ok.... my admission to st jospeh was refused... cause of my stupid report book results and apparently my sec1 first half year of comment caused this to... stupid ma.... did well for the test.... but apparently not well enough to cover up my bad results in the report book... i mean i dont blame them.... who wants to have a student which have so much subjects having 40+ constantly.... i wouldnt want... quite happy actually.... cause i wont be going there... ... ... but somehow very depressed inside.... maybe its the way my dad told me that made me feel that i fall short of his expectations. again. ... ... well thats what fathers are rite??... haizs.... now he apealing for me to go in..... i dont really understand why me going to hwa zhong isnt good enough... i can try to self study my bio or physic by myself wad... but than again... the stupid entrance test cost bout 5 times the amount my dad paid for the hwa zhong test.... so kinda no wonder.... still unsure of which school i'm going... kinda lyk my new class now... the new year doesnt seem so bad after all.. after you take away all the expectations given to you... haizs..... better put in everything now... if not everyone's effort will be wasted... jiao you everyone :D k... byes... gotta study now.. :)

change of dumb plans..... i gotta call st Joesph tomorow at 8... ok my dad is calling but if i'm not wrong the results will be released..... very scared..... haizs.... but anyways... school at there starts on 5 jan..... so if i get in i will be going for one day only.... so i cant buy my books yet..... and i was thinking of still going to school tomorow..... so now going to ask for books that i can borrow..... just hope tomorow there wont be any collecting of books..... which is unlikely.... or the teacher wont realised my books missing... :).. haizs... better go book hunting now.... byes :)