oh gosh... nothing is right... almost half of my whole life is tip upside down... sam and alex fighting... the stupid test.... and dast bout half of my life.... well... maybe 1/4 but still its a huge portion... i really wanna tell them that the both are childish.... and that alex might be like this as he experience it before and tell alex that sam cant dedicate her whole life to me right?? i noe i use to complain bout it... but now i just want this to quickly pass... and they to be friends again... did i do something wrong lord??..... i feel so mess up.... hate this... do they understand that i treasure them both equally?? i wouldnt take sides.... are they really bend on being enemies?? ... i noe i dunnoe the whole story... but are things really that bad... i have absolutely no comment on faris.. he minds his own business i mind mine.... nazeera... just a little weak.... mena... i dont really noe bout her... i really dunno lord.... are this few things part of your plan for me?? lord pls help me. who likes to see both of their friends fighting?? not me..



nothing is right.... feeling damn tired now... Lord help me ...