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Drifting to my la la land

Hullo there little earthlings, I'm a 15-year-old currently in SJII who resides in super sunny super hot Singapore.
I love cats and i hate racist and smokers.
My birthday is on 03/11. Lets remember the super important day!! :D
I like to walk around any beach and just stone there.
I'm currently living for God as i realised that nothing in this world is really worth living for.
I have always wanted to grow taller but is now currently strinking D:
I love GREEN and ORANGE. Cause some how they remind me of a rainbow, the sun, the grass, actually, anything happy! :D
I love snow too! :D I long to make a snow angel in singapore before i die.
My life maybe as plain as yours, but i have God's love in it!

history of me

- Ex-Nanyanger
- Ex-Queenswayan
- Current SJII
- 6E {nyps}
- 104 {qwss}
- 201 {qwss}
- 303 {qwss}
- 9DSa {SJII}

contact

- Friendster: XOXO
- Facebook: find and add me :D

words of life

“The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven.” (Hebrews 1:3)

(Read by Max McLean. Provided by The Listener's Audio Bible.)

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things i want/want to do before i die

~save everyone i love before end of end time
~make ppl round me happy
~Go around the world to visit places.
~have a photo journal of the things i see
~Grow taller.
~help build God's kingdom
~get better in fencing and go competition!!
~have a more exciting life!
~grow more in Chirst XD
~seem more friendly to other ppl
~to have the ablity to sing decently
~to brush up on my drawing/painting/imagination

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kay...today play at the playground again with alex... the group of irritating boys were there again =.= ..... but today was actually quite nice :D... meet some nice ppl today... and played sand with them :D!.... besides some ppl in the park... the park is actually quite a nice place. minus the nosiy irritating ppl... the____ ppl and stupid smokers . ... haizs.... byes... gotta study... Ciaos :D

ps: days to aiko's bday

pss: 15 more days to camp:D!!!

pss: yeh...next week is no tution week XD

..... is currently
* listening to Sanctus by Libera
* multi-tasking [chinese =.=]

kay.... just came back from tiong.... played sand with alex.... :)... was fun except there was some ~~freaking~~ irritating boys.... feel lyk strangling them... but sadly i didnt....=.=.... cause i am such a kind person :D!! .... so far my brains haven rot yet =.=.... so sad.... this whole holiday i cant rot my brain... or at lest have cob webs in it.... 0__0.... my dad just told me i am having chinese and english lessons everyday, except sun and sat, till the end of the holiday =.=... how saddening can dat be.... D:.... very rite..... at lest i wont feel dat bored everyday =.=..... how great... =.=... .... tomorow going ikea!! :D .... kay i noe dat super random.... but at lest it is away from books :D byes anyways!! ... gotta hit the books again.... i better pass my olevels... i am working so damn hard for it... ciaos :D

ps: did i tell you libera roxs!!

pss: 4 days to aiko's b'day :)

psss: 17 days to camp :D!!

pssss: am i the only one which lyk choir songs??

psssss: did you noe Libera is an all boys choir?? ... the can reach a damn high notes. Envious. very envious..

pssssss: shall stop "psss...."ing..... i am lame... i noe.... byes:D!!!

currently
~ listening to Sober by P!nk
~ feeling weird

ok... the stupid results haven come out yet... x.x.....feeling quite scared.... half of me wants to get accepted.... the other half doesnt... actually... its the first three quater..... but who cares..... D: ... haizs.... results faster come out so i can feel at ease.... :(....

nothing much to say lao....

so bye bye..

ps: 5 more days to aiko's birthday

pss: 30 more days to X'mas!! ;D

psss: now listen to Gives you hell by The All-american rejects !! :D

pssss: shall stop being so lame... ciaos!!

psssss: eh got any holiday homework beside maths??

kay... bored now.... just went out with chi wen and watch magagercar 2!!.... love it :D.... haha... can watch alot of times i will still laugh.... anyway since i am so bored i shall do a meme.... taken from lyssetta's blog btw.

Three things that scare me:
1. People dying
2. Statues of the Buddhist gods... [its kinda creepy.... sry...]
3. Blood [that is not mine... ]

and many many more.... =x

Three people who make me laugh:
1. Max XD
2. Alex. :D
3. Sambavi :D

actually... almost everyone around me :)

Three things i love:
1. God
2. Max.
3. Family and friends

....actually there is more things... i should add in the more

Three things i hate:
1. Fights
2. Dying
3. some ppl

and more... shall not write all.....

Three things i dont understand:
1. Chinese.
2. Some people.
3. Me.....

actually... i dont really noe much.... so the list goes on for almost forever.....

Three things on my desk:
1. Handphone
2. Sketch book.
3. My chinese homework [multi tasking now... ]

Three things i'm doing now:
1. Typing
2. Listening.
3. Thinking.

Three things i want to do before i die:
1. Go to Africa's safari
2. Set up at lest one church
3. ...... [cant tink of anymore... but i noe the list is freaking long]

Three things i can do:
1. Stone.
2. Eat.
3. Breath.

..... and many more :D

Three ways to describe my personality:
1. ....
2. ....
3. ....

........ erm i dunno??

Three things i can't do:
1. Self-control
2. Be spent thrift.
3. Sing

and many more.....

Three things i say the most:
1. Freaking....
2. Shit....
3. Damn.

Three of my favourite foods:
1. Laska!!
2. Tom yum soup!!
3. bee tai buc [dunno how to spell]

Three things i'd like to learn:
1. Fencing.
2. Sing.
3. German.

Three things i drink regularly:
1. Water.
2. Poka Green Tea. XD
3. Milk tea :D

Three shows you watched when you were a kid:
1. Spongebob square pants XD [still watching it now :D]
2. Tom and Jerry [still watching it :D]
3. hi five

Three things a guy should have:
1. Funny.
2. Nice.
3. Active

Three brands you wore last:
1. Converse
2. New Balance
3. Samuel and kelvin XD!!

Three candies you crave:
1. ...

2. ...

3. ...
..... there are many..... cant tink of which to write..... x.x

Three movies i would suggest:
1. Eagle eye!!!1
2. 21 !!!
3. Prom night!

and alot alot more... lyk transformers.... ice age... enchanted... national treasures... sharks...and blah blah blah blah.........
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Cowboy or Gangster? Cowboy.
Preppy or Punk/Goth? Punk/Goth.
Taller or Shorter? Taller.
Sweet or Sexy? Sweet
Well-educated or Dropout? Well educated.
Armani or Abercrombie? huh??
City-slicker or Rural Guy? any also can actually...
Contacts or Glasses? Contacts.
Funny or Serious? Funny.
Romantic or Daredevil? Both.... ??
Cute or Hot? Erm... any??
Dark Hair or Light Hair? ...... Dark hair
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes? Either.
Long Hair or Short Hair? Either.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair? Straight.
Clean-cut or Rough? Any can
Good Dancer or Good Singer? Good singer.
Basketball Player or Football Player? BASKETBALL PLAYER!!!!
Jock or Rebel? None.
Smoker or Non-smoker? Non-smoker [hate smoker... only the ones whoe try to act cool...]
Drunk or Sober? Sober.
Druggie or Clean? Clean.
College or No College? College.
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car? any but best motorcycle!!!
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven? Clean-shaven.
Younger or Older? Older.
Player or Loyal? Loyal.
Bad or Nice? Nice :D
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[didnt want to the th rest.... =x]

lalalala..... kay... today right after tution went out with wee jun and alex to eat ice cream!!... and lunch.... and its cost quite expensive.... than weejun couldnt skip her tution D: so she had to leave early.... well actually we cab all the way from velocity to some where in bugis i tink... than she got of then carry on cabbing to tiong park :D ... played in the rain like stupid idiots... played with the sand XD!! came back home drenched and sandy.... on the way back home many ppl stared at me like i am some psychotic person.... which maybe i am :D!!! manage escape my father's questioning as i dashed to the toliet the moment i reach back.... luckly... if not i will die.... than my stupid phone cant sms or call out now D:..... haizs... i tink my contrect had just end and my parents didnt even noe... maybe i go and remind them later.... feeling very tired now.... so byes :D!!! happy holidays XD!

ps; i didnt even get to rot my brain yet..... my dad had just sign me up for tutions... :(... eveyday have bout 2 eh... D: .... but at lest i am not going to be rotting my brains out at home rite?? ... haizs.... but anyway kinda enjoy it... so nothing much to say lao....

pss: 10 more days to aikos birthday :D

psss: 35 more days to xmas!!

pssss: 23 more days to camp!!! XD!!!!

bye bye!!! shall not be lame now!!!

ya!!! i the tet is finally finish!!! XD!! ... was held so early in the morning... 8+.. zz... still was half asleep.... didnt have enough time to finish english paper... lost 19 marks for maths as i didnt noe how to do some questions x.x.... than gotta wait for 3 hours plus for the stupid interview... =.= .... in the end got so bored waiting so went to coronation plaza and slack... met many pri schol friends there... surprisingly they haven change much.... than got tired of slack so decided to walk back to hwa zhong... got 45 mins left.... bout 3 bus stop... got bored so wanted to play music... phone low on batt so cant =.=... only can call or sms =.=.... so called alex... talk bout 5 mins than the stupid phone died =.=..... than emo all the way till my turn came... and turns out my interviewer was miss tay too :D... than took a long bus back home... gotta change 3 times!! =.=.... if i really transfer ther... hope i can find a direct bus or my dad sents me there everyday.. =.=.... feel lyk sleeping... so tata....

shits its tomorow.... die...

kay today watch sing to the dawn with Shirley, Cheng Boon & Alex... the monkeys so cute!!! XD .... the show was quite nice... and there is many funny parts too ... as in lame ones... lyke dawan talking to herself after the birds told her something :D.... than after that ate lunch than slack than go park and played... a group of children very *£$%*&$£%$.... feel lyk strangling them but cant =.=.... than went back home in the rain... shall not talk anymore... very tired.. still gotta study later... so bye bye... gotta conserve energy... wanna noe more.. go and read alex blog... bye ;)

oh gosh.... friday is coming soon.... im kinda scared now.... +.+ ....... but yet dont really feel ly studying... just had my tution.... quite good... maybe i will sign up for it.... discussed about how singaporeans are fortunate... ~~quite~~ very true.... about how we are complaining over the slightest things... true... kinda sound lyk me.. x.x .... feeling very guilty now...D: .... maybe i should be happy that such an opportunity is given... but its quite hard for me to accept it... even though its quite true... anyway ppl always have hard time accepting the truth... i noe i very random here.... and i talk non-stop for about 1 1/2! well we discussed so i didnt do all the talking... haizs... kinda decided i wanna be a councilor.... might be... or an engineer... not sure... actually i dont really noe... so yar... feeling very random here now... so i shall end here... sorry for the time you wasted reading this post... bye :) ...

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GIVE THANKS

WITH A GRATEFUL HEART

GIVE THANKS

TO THE HOLY ONE

GIVE THANKS

FOR HE'S GIVEN

JESUS CHRIST, HIS SON

AND NOW LET THE WEAK SAY

I AM STRONG

LET THE POOR SAY

I AM RICH

BECAUSE OF WHAT

THE LORD HAS DONE

FOR US

GIVE THANKS....

hullo hullo :D..

still studying..... hope 14 nov come soon.... D: ...

anyway.. now reading Kuroshitsuji and its nice XD!! .... now dun really like bleach... dunno why... find them very draggy... so now reading a new one :D.... hope 14 nov come soon so i can rea more :D... everyday i can only use for bout 30 mins... cant read much.... D: .... once 14 nov pass i am going to chiong finish it... even though its quite short..... the rest of the series haven come out yet.... thats one thing i hate bout manga.... got to wait for the next series to come out... and usually takes bout a month.... haizs..... so sad.... k anyway.. bye bye... going to read again :D... now loving both opening theme and ending theme of Kuroshitsuji.... especially i'm alive by becca :D ... matches the show XD tatas!!

I'M ALIVE by BECCA

Nothing I say comes out right,

I can’t love without a fight,

No one ever knows my name,

When I pray for sun, it rains.

I’m so sick of wasting time,

But nothing’s moving in my mind,

Inspiration can’t be found,

I get up and fall but,

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah

Between the good and bad is where you’ll find me,

Reaching for heaven.

I will fight, and I’ll sleep when I die,

I’ll live my life, I’m Alive!

Every lover breaks my heart,

And I know it from the start,

Still I end up in a mess,

Every time I second guess.

All my friends just run away,

When I’m having a bad day,

I would rather stay in bed, but I know there’s a reason.

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah

Between the good and bad is where you’ll find me,

Reaching for heaven.

I will fight, and I’ll sleep when I die,

I’ll live my life, I’m Alive!

When I’m bored to death at home,

When he won’t pick up the phone,

When I’m stuck in second place,

Those regrets I can’t erase.

Only I can change the end,

Of the movie in my head,

There’s no time for misery,

I won’t feel sorry for me.

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah

Between the good and bad is where you’ll find me,

Reaching for heaven.

I will fight, and I’ll sleep when I die,

I’ll live my life, ohhhh!

I’m Alive, I’m Alive, oh yeah

Between the good and bad is where you’ll find me,

Reaching for heaven.

I will fight, and I’ll sleep when I die,

I’ll live my hard life,

I’ll live my life,

I’m Alive!

today is the 8 of november which means is....
5 days after my bday :D
6 days left to my test
5 days left to madagascar 2!!!!
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i am not sure if there are anymore important things......
oh theres also
22 days left to aikos bday.....
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47 days left to christmas!!!
and another 360 days left to my 09 bday!! :D

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haizs..... i tink i came down with serious flu...... feel like dying..... but yet still living.... :( .... so saddening....=.=...
still got to study so 加油慧敏!!!!!
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this doesnt feel lyk a holiday..... maybe a tiny winy bit... but i thought i will get so bored of stoning that my brains will rot.... but so far... my brain hasnt rot yet... so yar.... waiting for it....
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cant imagine what sec3 will be like *shivers when think bout it*...

cant wait to watch movies!!! ....

but still finding ppl to watch the coffin with.... i want someone that loves scaring themselves like me :D.... but got no one... =.=..... haizs... maybe i got to watch it myself.... oh well... nvr mind :D....

feeling weird now....

anyways byes :D...

anyone interested to watch The Coffin?? i want to watch :D ....
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i shall stay ignorant.... its the best :)

yesterday after meeting my shepherd, went to meet alex... suppose to go bowling but last min didnt feel lyk it... so went to play at the playground.... was nice... came back feeling better.... than got back to studying again.... things arnt getting better ], i tink... i really hope it solves soon....
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dats all i have to say... anyways... hope ur all enjoy ur holidays :)
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feeling so damn tired... i am not going to hear both of them for a while... till i settle the test and wats on my mind... than i shall slowly hear.... so for now... i am going to ignore as mush as i can... i am freaking messed up... i cause these things to happened right? ... serve me right

oh gosh... nothing is right... almost half of my whole life is tip upside down... sam and alex fighting... the stupid test.... and dast bout half of my life.... well... maybe 1/4 but still its a huge portion... i really wanna tell them that the both are childish.... and that alex might be like this as he experience it before and tell alex that sam cant dedicate her whole life to me right?? i noe i use to complain bout it... but now i just want this to quickly pass... and they to be friends again... did i do something wrong lord??..... i feel so mess up.... hate this... do they understand that i treasure them both equally?? i wouldnt take sides.... are they really bend on being enemies?? ... i noe i dunnoe the whole story... but are things really that bad... i have absolutely no comment on faris.. he minds his own business i mind mine.... nazeera... just a little weak.... mena... i dont really noe bout her... i really dunno lord.... are this few things part of your plan for me?? lord pls help me. who likes to see both of their friends fighting?? not me..

nothing is right.... feeling damn tired now... Lord help me ...

kay... group photo for the halloween .....

if this seems little ppl to you..... well i dun noe wat to say... i am use to small amounts of ppl only....

byes anyways... gotta study...

the cake was nice!!!! it was not cream cake[or wat ever u call it] found usually in shops!!... he made a cake consisting of some of my favorites... like, dragon fruits, pomegranate, green [as in the colour of the gel for writing] and SALMON SASHIMI!!! .... well... of course i love the sashii part the most incase ur dat stupid.... jkjk.... eat finish dunno how much sashimi and if this sound sick to you [as in the ingrediants of the cake], it did actually sound quite sick to me at first... but actually its quite nice :D .... i love my dad lots and lots... he even bothered to do for me a cake [considering now ho busy he is and he is not a chef] i thot he would just buy me a cake and a present that leave it lyk dat.... but he did not :D and dats wat makes me so happy XD....

however hope i feel happy for the next few days till 14nov..... cause i got to start serious cramming..... =.=" haizs..... anyways byes!!! good nite everyone !! XD

currently
- eating the mushrooms vivian & aiko gave XD

- listening to umbrella resang by mcfly {love mcfly!!!}

- feeling happy !!!

Happy b'day to me.... :D ......
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kay i noe i'm lame... T.T ....

at first didnt want to got to school.... had a bad sore throat.... and a stupid fever.... felt lyk dying... but later thought bout the "test"... and the baking [:D] .... than decided to go.... met aiko & vivian at tiong at 12... {who noes why they met so early for ?!}

then when i reach tiong.... called aiko and she said she was in popular... reach popular, cant find her, than call her again... they said they were in bread talk.... reach bread talk... said was in golden village.... and the "amazing race" {said by aiko...or was it vivian??} began... and it lasted bout 30 mins... before they said they were in mac.... =.=.... than soon they started to cake me with flour.... which was quite fun... but very embarrassing.... cause my whole face was kinda white... my hair grey... and my skirt white and purple...... reach school lyk dat... and when i went to class... alot of ppl was staring at me..... clean up and start the baking!!! :D .......

our end product.... grape jam in bread shape as doughnut !!! yummy right :D

vivian's group one... {love the jack'o'lantern!!}

almost got pissed when vivian pour the flour on my head when was putting the jam in the bread.... sry... i m lyk dat when baking..... =p .....

went back home with flour in my shirt... alot of flour ..... my headach suddenly came back too =.= bleh .... it was gone when was baking ... and came back when i finish -.- .... and my throat hurt even more.... .. haizs.....

thats all...... now shall wait for my birthday cake :D..... heard my dad is making my cake :D ...

tatas XD!!!

kay... yesterday went to an halloween party set up by the church.... it was quite nice.... when i came ... the room was quite empty except for my shepherd, her friend and two guys that i forgot who they were....one of the guy kept offing the lights and tried to scare us by making scary{which it is more funny than scary} noises.... than the other guy was singing songs that were being played on his ipod... there was FALL FOR YOU too!!! it was nice before he sang it o__o .... came late thats why its so empty... all of them went to play murder.... it was fun.. said by some... then soon at 8+ ... they start coming back and filled the whole function room ... and the cold room suddenly became almost lyk a sauna... so many sweating ppl in one small room.... and when i said many i really meant many... felt quite lost so i just sat down on the floor and sms.... =.=" ..... wanted to take out my ipod and hear... but in the end decided not to be that anti-socal.... soon the results for the murder was out... and the way the suspects say their evidents was quite funny:)... and soon before i knew it was 10.40+ .... and ppl started taking the goodie bag and leaving....

than nothing much.... spent 40 damn mins getting home... half asleep half awake... and surprisingly there is still alot ppl on the mrt.... especially the red line =.= ...

soon reach newton and called my dad... to lazy to walk =x .... its 11.40+ lao leh..

going to let pics explain things now...

it was an black ,white or orange dress code... and of course i will chose orange!!!! XD ... {with my bunny bag!! :D}

the goodie bag... {ps did you noe they place the cup in the bag... some more i was searching round the room for cups to drink the drinks in the bottle=.= ... still wonder why they place it in there...}

the goodie bag didnt have much things in it but i love the snacks!! :D.... what i love most was the glow stick!!!! XD {ps, i am wearing it...}

kay... dont have much pictures.... i wait till they upload the pictures then i post on my blog :D... hope they post soon..... found some cute pics on halloween... enjoy!!! XD

kay... bye!!... gotta study again :( .... 14 nov come soon!!!

PS 2 MORE DAYS!!!

pss did i tell you i 'm in love with newton mrt station!!! its orange!!!!! and its near my house =.="

ON AND ON by HIT THE LIGHTS

I want a big house that sits by the shore

And when I wake up I can watch the tide rise

All of my friends they would live next door

And every night we'd build a fire in the backyard

We'd listen to all our favorite songs

Watch it burn and we sing along

On and on and on oh oh oh

On and on and on

Woke up this morning it was bitter cold

Pieced together where the car was parked

Now I'm running late to work

I took the backroads behind the prison yard

This year is slinking by so slow

This town has watched me come and go

On and on and on oh oh oh

On and on and on

Do you believe that your in control?

Of the things that you say you want?

Up late watching tv shows

And get the feeling that we are the products

Of generations I'm searching for gold

Think we're the best just to stay afloat

On and on and on oh oh oh

On and on and on

The waves crash on and on and on oh oh oh

On and on and on

When you feel the water pull you down

You're caught up in the gravity

Don't let it take you out to drown

Just hold your head above this

Take me back to the place

Where we were standing at the top

When we were living everyday

Like it's the last one that we've got

Yeah we'll go back to the days that went on and on and on

And we'll get back to the place where waves crashed on and on and on