yesterday was super shitty... well for me it is maybe it is not to other ppl... 

but anyway....... i came to school all sleeply and feel lyk fainting and sleeping on anything that resembles a bed and to and on we had to see the results today. Half of me wanted to see it but the other half scared to see the shitty results..... to took back english, chinese, maths, science, geo.

english~{forgot =x}

maths~62 {if i am not wrong}

chinese~ 28/90 {wow!!!!.... =.= i am so gonna get killed}

science~69.5 {"i failed" in my dad's point of view which still = i failed}

geo~32/85 {quite good for someone who sleeps in her class and studies one day before =x}

kay but truefully i feel quite happy as i only failed two subjects out of 5 but still quite down because of the bad results and me knowing dat if i started studying earlier, i might get better results....... and the worst is science!!! i just know if i had really study instead of just learning the stupid formulas for electricity i would get 74.... and dat will be lyk 1 marks away from A1... my dad's goal ... :( ..... but anyway everything had happened already rite.... not as if i had this magical clock day can reverse time.... if i had i would reverse it to pri school times and erase all my bad things..........

and YA!!!! MELING PASS HER MATHS!!!! XD

than after recieving the idiotic results.... my whole freaking phone went haywire.... sms cant be recieve, pictures cant be taken, contects in my phone starts mutiplying, the themes start changing by themselves and the worst.... the phone keeps auto shutting!!!! i was in the mrt when i found out most of these things..... i almost wanted to throw the dumb phone out of the mrt but i cant cause....

ONE ~> my mom will kill me

TWO ~> most lykly i have to pay for the window too....

THREE ~> i scared dat it might hit someone... -.-

FOURTH ~> red line mrt are usually freaking crowded at 

the afternoon

LAST & MOST IMPORTANT ~> i will have no phone till sec3 ....... {its quite short i noe but still....}

so in the end i didnt..... =.=

anyway when i reach home i got super mood out dat i watch CONSTANTINE!!!

last time i only watch it half way before my dad off the tv... so meling KINDLY lend me!!!!! XD and after watch it i felt much better {its only cause i totally forgot about the results} i lyk one sentence constantce was saying.

"i have survive many thing humans cant imagine and now i am getting kill by this (holds up cigaretts)"

{btw its something lyk this}

   than at dinner table my mum asked and i remembered... but of course i kept my mouth shut.... than kind of fought with my dad.... which is sucky......

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anyway today was better..... came school feeling better cause wasnt fighting with dad anymore. And we had this fun course that actually it made me forgot about the results and make me feel better bout them.... than after the talk bully zi ling and shanice *evil grin* during the prefects talk bout streaming...... and thats all but i am certainly feeling better today XD

and its all thanks to the ppl round me!!!

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sometimes no matter how hard you denied it, you gotta love life~~~

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ciaos!!!