didnt go school today didnt feel lyk... at first wanted to pon school with faris..... but in the end *i dunno wad happened* i didnt had the mood and stayed at home emoing.... i dunnoe wad to do... so tired... ugh!!!..
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mid years are near and i dun even understand a shit bout the chapt... i am seriously lagging.. i tried studying... in every way it could be done . but i still fail or barely pass... 
i am not hardworking.... i noe 
i get easily distracted ..... i noe
but i am freaking trying.... CAN U SEE DAT!!...
well... i dun blame u if u cant see it... cause sometimes i feel so damm fucking lost in my own dream... 
i am getting weirder and weirder each passing min.... i get so scared of myself now... 



i am lost, lost in my own fantasy. The one which i had everything i wanted, and everything i need....