kay.... skip school again... fake sick... dun wan to go to school today.... dunno why.... mood swing maybe... sry yesterday for freaking you guys out (at mac) 
i dunno why was i lyk dat.... to emo lao..... :)
i am super depress by my science marks..... i cant take it.... i am failing pratically EVERY SUBJECT!!!! i cant take it ... i now i am slacking now but i have no self discipline to make myself study... EVEN AT TIMES I STUDY AND STILL FAIL!!! i noe ppl will tell me dat i am not studying correctly .... and if you are going to tell me dat to... AT LEST CAN TELL ME THE CORRECT WAY OF STUDYING!!!!... dont just say it is WRONG AND DONT TELL ME THE RIGHT WAY.... i hate this kind of ppl..... 
in total i fail my either one of my science and chinese.... two subject!!!!
i cant take it!!!! i dun wanna fail.... i was very gd in pri school.... why arnt i am now!!!!!! i am getting super low for maths to!!!.... i dunno why!!!!! i got so high at pri school......
i suck.... i cant even pass all my subject and try at lest to go to 304!!!... IN THE FRIST PLACE... I DUN EVEN NOE IF I REALLY WANT TO GO TO 304.... ALL I NOE I AM SUPOSE TO GO THERE.... 
I F I DO TRIPLE SCIENCE AND A- MATHS... I WILL HAVE MORE FUTURE ...... I WANNA BE SUCCESSFUL!!!!!!...
i noe i must persevere and try not to drop to normal acad..... i must work hard and dont let my parents and teachers which really help me at times down...
I WILL WORK HARD....
okay...... i shall stop this stupid post.... hope i am not scaring you guys off......