i was told by mrs lee dat my marks for vocab test was a single digit .... and every ex 101 had a good markk...... i cant memrise kays..... i cant study goodly..... and to make it worst.... i am hyper as in i cant sit in a postion for a long time not doing anything studying.... i will get uneasy and agitated...... i hate myself...... beside dat i bring smiles to most ppl round me (told by nazeera) i wish it is true XD cause if i bring a smile to the ppl round me, i will be very contend...... thats all i REALLY want in my dumb life...... I WANT TO BRING A HUGE SMILE ON PPL'S FACE...... no matter how much i hate dat person or if their smiles is hurting me...... i will be some way or another happy...... i cant take it if someone is unhappy.... i will get mood out soon to.... 
i hope i am a sunshine for most ppl round me =D