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I feel lyk my whole freaking world is falling....... you may tink i am over reacting but this is my own thouts....  my dad is getting alot more stricter...... my languages is a rock bottom, my mood is  going hay-wire, i became more paranoid. Past are starting to be rack up, ppl are changing, and just have some ppl who just seem to have some problem with who i hang out. i feel so tired nowadays, sometime i feel lyk crying but i cant, i am falling, falling apart. i dont have hold of myself. 

wats with the stupid raciest crap.... i cant stand raciest kay. even though i was a bit raciest last time but i still hate raciest. LIKE WATS THE DIFF, THEY ARE JUST HAVING DIFFERENT SKIN COLOUR THAN YOU, HAVING A DIFFERENT TOUNGE AS YOU, YOU ALL ARE STILL HUMANS RITE..... I noe sometimes i make biases thinking, but its is just from the surface. like is you lost something in class, the first person/s you might suspect is a indian person(if ur class have) [this is my own thinking] unless he/she is ur classmate and u seriously belive in them. 

 i noe it is bad for me to make that kind of judgment, but its just i noe lots of other races ppl n even chinese that steal. {mostly indians, than chinese} 

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END OF EMO/PISSED-OF POST.

i falling, falling into and endless pit, nvr to surface again.

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