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who am i kidding, may be other ppl but not to me...... 
who am i to kid myself........
i hate my life i am super emo. some times i wish i am not so sensitive and emotional person... i am having mood swings that is freaking everyone out.... I HATE IT!!! i just dont want to be the person i am.... i fell that i have change alot .... i am totally different from what i was at  pri 6 . i miss those days. !!!!!!! i really want it back........ i was really cheerful  it was like my 24/7 job... only sad at a few times...... i hate myself !!! ppl dont cry when the know a FREND's pet (which you took care of only 1 day) died rite..... well i cried, cried for a few days...... i get attach to an animal (mostly mammals) fast...... is it a good thing?i hate it my mood swings changes very fast.... on moment i am emoing the next i am cheerful...... i hate it ,  just look at the other posts, the mood is changing..... tomorrow i bet that i will be cheerful again....... i cant lie to myself anymore , but yet i dont want to face the facts.... if you are reading this post and is thinking that i am a loser than you are rite....... but if you thing that i am wasting ur time writing this crap.... than  SCRAM OF, leave this damm fucking blog. it is not like you are stuck to this fucking page rite.......... i am just feeling very tired, just wanna rest for a while. i am too tired to say any thing now.